hellooooo...
~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, June 22, 2008

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well i was gone for a long time
and im still here in US
due to a cancelled flight back to my 1st transit stop which was 1 hr plane journey,
4 hrs car ride, and 3 hrs train ride..
my younger bro and i codnt make to the 2nd transit ride which was frm newark to japan
then to singapore
what we got was a direct flight to Singapura which was on tuesday morning
18hrs can you imagine
hahah
this was a new airplane we're gonna ride
so pray for our safety
so another 3 days to stay
and make up lost time with my sister
we'll it will be a blesing to us
as the insurance company gonna pay 300 for each day delayed
so were gonna get 900 sing!!
ahaha
and when my moms baggage was delayed when they arrived to US
we're gonna get 600 sing for that
so this would be a blessing
my parents and my other 2 siblings flight is tmrw
coz we both are on seperated flight..

pple would say we are rich but i dont think so
i think this was a blessing frm God that we're here
1st the price of the tix was half price
and we got 1500us dollars frm the brunei princess
coz my dad works for the brunei embassy
and got some shopping money frm my uncles and aunties
so this was a blessing in diguise frm God
and we are all happy wid it

its been an enjoying yet grusome trip to the US
all the visual memory, the grounds explorer, long plane rides, long car rides,
the monuments seen are all still fresh in my mind
finally meeting my sis whom ive not seen for 4 years
has to be the best moment of this trip
but the weather here is really not suited for us
we're all not use to it
we actually experience 3 of the 4 seasons here!!
it was the end of winter when we came
so it was snowing!
and then we experience spring
which was a mixture of cold and hot weather
and we expernice summer too!!
it was freaking hot the other day
but for some apparent reasons its snowing now!
ahahah
thats why my flight was cancelled!!
my lil bro mus be happy coz he prayed for snow to come!!
hahah

well some1 needs a crying shoulder back home
i wonder if she could wait till i get back to Singapore
so i could get to her in time
ill be there as soon as i can!!
pls make that happen God!!!

ok guys till we meet again!!
one lovee
miss you all very very much!!

Labels: THE GREAT VACATION

~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, March 18, 2007

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woah its 2007 already
and its like so fast
well 2006 wasnt a good year for me
had tremendously alot of downs
when its shud have only been more of ups

i want 2007 to be a good year for me
all for the right reasons

ATTENTION
I am now making dreadlocks for pple
so dudes and dudettes who wish to have dreadlocks
using yr real hair or with extensions
or just wan to fix your messy dreads,
i can make it happen
you can mail me at tuffygong@hotmail.com
price are negotiable
ill make it happen

and im gonna post up 2nd hand items on this site to be sold
items such as t-shirts, jeans, jackets and sneakers
all are in good condition
it'll be up soon on my blog..

well thats it for now
till we meet again pple
happy new year again
and also selamat hari raya haji!
cherrioz!!!


lovehunters, stillriver & frnds at gas haus
~*kinky up yrself

Monday, January 01, 2007

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whats this feeling again
is cookiez gona leave me again?
but why
i dont know
its jus a paranoidia that im feeling
and my mind is wondering pondering like hell

its been 3yrs since i knocked on her door
and i still can knock somemore
oh gurl is it feasible for i to knock somemore
coz for the very 1st time i blaze my eyes on her
my heart says follow through
but i know now that im way down on her line
but the waiting feel is fine

coz she could & would have been the 1st
if not for the misunderstandation that led to our seperation.
now 3 yrs later shes back
and im so glad
but now im feeling something is not right

please just give me a sign
to let me know im here for a reason
i dont wan this relationship to be a friendship
but if it'll come to that ill accept that
but ill jus be sad

i hope shes not using me to ease the pain
i dont mind that and ill help her do it
but when shes strong again and she'll leave me
that is my current worry
it was a bad experience in the pass
i dont wanna experience it again

i just hope she'll open up to me
so that we could share our problems together
i LIKE her
and i hope we could be TOGETHER
but time will only tell
coz i dont know what does she feels about me
thats what i need to know
if all of this turn to nothing
ill be sad like the day she 1st left me
if not ill be excited like frm the 1st day i knew her!!
for the cookiez that nvr crumbles
i nvr want this to fumbles!!



~*kinky up yrself

Monday, November 13, 2006

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some1 once special has came back again
and its was suprising she was still in good terms wid me.
its been 3 yrs i guess
but now im so happy that shes back again
shes still special to me coz its unique how we knew each other
i wanna continue on further to where we once stop
i hope there's something between us
if nothing, wod be quite frustating and sad
coz shes the cookiez that nvr crumbles
and nvr seems to fumbles..
i like!!!
hehe



shout out to nis if shes reading this
ahahahahhahahahh
~*kinky up yrself

Saturday, November 04, 2006

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what an unexpected day
had a great nite sleep feeling afresh
after subuh log in myspace
a.omar a.k.a azimah omar or anak omar
hehehe no offence was online,
she ajak go bugis street buy her skirt
but then she had to follow me go school buy books 1st
hahah

books cost $33 something..aiyo!!!
then we head to bugis street
ok ar fun after bugis street go house of japan
the place really need a hugh case of air refreshner
you cod vomit on first smell.
went in and a few minutes later went out back hahah..
then just jln all over arab street and stuff
talk talk talk..

both of us resisting the temptation of drinking
ahahah seeing chill bandung,
being server at the mini bazaar
wahaahah

was bout 3pm like that
so we quickly head back home
so can sleep then wake up subuh
wohooo
but i went to my god parent house
so go tamp with her

and hey i saw yana,
shout out to her if sees reading this, hello there
she was taking the same bus as azimah,293,
weak ar azimah suroh tegur yana malu..
ahahahaah

if not for me being online after subuh
wod ave sleep like a pig till mid afternoon
ahahah
thanks ar ey azimah
really need to change my clock
ok one love people



me & zimo (shes my soon-to-be-cousin btw)
~*kinky up yrself

Saturday, October 14, 2006

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oh blog
been weeks since you're updated
i hope you'll like your new layout
i just replaced some pic n colours
theres a new entry at the zatasy section
your name has been changed
dread-asy has now been changed to rasta.rockett

school is days time to being re-open!!
cant wait to wake up early
hit the showers
and the wait for the bus session
ahah
and tp is in 6 days time
can i say im nervous
hope ill overcome that problem
oh God!!please help me pass it with ease

my holidays so far was great
i had enuff of relaxation
i want to stdy stdy stdy
my brain needs to function
the way its suppose to be
hehe
well i will update here constantly
cause at least i knw some pple are reading

thanks for the shouts out
thanks dyla for asking me to update
do you like it?
wohooo


~*kinky up yrself

Friday, October 13, 2006

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yeh exam results are out
and all i ave to say is....
fuh!!!
i pass them
im not quite happy with it
but i expected it anyway
cause ive been slacking the whole semester
well i damn tot ill flunk 2 modules
but thank God i pass all of em
well gonna pull my socks for next sem?
i dont wanna say
but ill know whats the right thing to do
when the time comes b4 its too late..

hmm my tp is on 19^th Oct
damn must wait for 1 and half month
hahah
hopefully i can pass it
wish me luck pple

ohh yar
and most pple wont believe this
last night i met with an old flame
samir himself was shock
hahahahhaa
i myself didnt believe it
its been such a long long time since we met
well i was online on msn
den we chated
she was bored
and shes gonna start back work on wedneday
so she say she wanted to 'lepak'
ahahah
i kinda hesitated at 1st
but y not
its been too long not to find out hows shes doing
so we met at bedok skatepark
den we talk talk talk & talk
laugh and reminisce
like old times i guess
well i must say i really miss her
but we'll remain as friends for now
well she was the 1st
so it was still a special occasion for me
ahah

well right now im looking foward for fasting month
and goin to solat terawih at night
then raye
then tp
then school reopens
one love


~*kinky up yrself

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

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yeh exams results are in 3 days time
once again its doomsday
cooooool...


current music: headspin - rise electric
~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, September 17, 2006

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yeh exams are finish
once again its the holidays
coooool
~*kinky up yrself

Thursday, August 31, 2006

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saya ada kawan
orang nya pendek
dia suka pekik
nama gelarannya itik
jagan kacau lau tak dia
cubit cubit cubit cubit!!

dedicated to a person which i just know her nick...
wahahahah
one loveee to her
~*kinky up yrself

Monday, July 31, 2006

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OK COMPUTER
~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, July 30, 2006

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loving lesbian
is not a crime
so love me butch
hahahah
how can she ever turn you on
she cannot give you what ive got
have u ever felt of missing something good?

new addiction
not towards drug
but jus mind boggling games of
text twist
and the aderlaine-rush,
crazy taxi...
ahah..once play cannot stopp!!
beat my score of 68,360!!!!
bread deaded sia play..
hehehe

well took some pics of my coz and his gang of 646..
not matrep arrr..
ahaah
hang out there after the gig at my skool...
mosh pit was lame
not lot of pple where feeling the vibe
ahaha
oni 3 bands caught my ears
the last band was fucking wicked..
guitarist like amy search..
ahaha





for more pics click here for more!!!
~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, July 30, 2006

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we -=+_*=- rebel
~*kinky up yrself

Saturday, July 08, 2006

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woitts
amuk fans out there
check him out in his olden days
when his voice was like a girl
now da cam super jantan
whahah
the secrets of his face revealed...
note the change in his voice
wonderful ey


Amuk former band:Febians





Amuk recently





~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, June 18, 2006

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if you sae u miss some1 dearly
& u wanna be wid them..
but what you dont knw is
what some1 you miss
did behind yr back
when they where wid you
and some1 else who made a lil mistake
had to suffer the whole consequences...
word live!!!
~*kinky up yrself

Thursday, June 01, 2006

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YEAH
how you'll like the new layout
hhaha
a drawing made by me..haha
well its been a pretty long time since i wrote niting..
u can blame it on lack of interest..bz wid someting else.
bla bla bla bla..
ahha
well im in Yr2 already
the pressure is really alot
being in a new class oso added to it too..
miss my old classmate..
well i just ave to adapt..
well in my short absence im quite orite arr i guess
quite normal arr
and im wrking only on weekends..
coz no time la
on weekdays already pack wid class
shud be ok laa
btw im still wrking at MC cafe yar
hahahahah
well tats all for now i guess
do visit my deviantart page..click here
so see u all soon
take care
one love
(ps u have to see this vedio..video blockbuster of the year!!!!)




~*kinky up yrself

Saturday, May 20, 2006

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hey dudes & dudettes
ive been working my ass off..
hahah
but fun la
learn lots of new tings
been working for 5 days in a row
tmrw wud be 6 day already..
mangkok seh
bangun je kuar keje
balik tido
bangun gi keje
hahah

arghh had to cut my hair again
nabehh
almost a year and a half nvr cut my hair till so shortt
FUCKING short..
1st lost my dreadlocks
den my hair
lost my mojoo
hahahhaha
see la you all if you see me someday

well its been along time ive spent wid any1 at town
hmm i kinda miss sue
even though maybe
im completely erased out of her memories
if not probably she dont wanna tink bout me
well i gotta leave her alone now
but the fact is i miss sue
and i wanna go out wid her
hah
harsh reality
tat wont happen again man
face the music

well i wanna pple to call me asy frm now on
asy as in ash, the pronouncation
i just wanna change
i intialy wan pple to call my 2nd name in poly
but tak dapat ar
hmm think 2yr would be a totaly transformation for me
ull see
one love


~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, March 19, 2006

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~*kinky up yrself

Saturday, March 11, 2006

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Give me time
To realize my crime
Let me love and steal
I have danced inside your eyes
How can I be real
Do you really want to hurt me
Do you really want to make me cry

~*kinky up yrself

Monday, March 06, 2006

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these few days bring back old memories and were great
as some of you may knoe that i have god parents..
they used to took care of me since i was a baby
till i was about..hmmm..now oso..heheh
coz they lived near to my blck then..
but they shifted to tamp when i was pri 5..
but i still slept at their house..
coz of special bonding
i call my god mom, ibu and god dad, ayah
they had 3 children tat i was close wid..
abg ewan, abg rizal & kak aja..
but it was in poly tat i rarely go there
coz skool far..and i was caught up wid stuff
arrr all bullshit arrr..

ok back to the story
abg rizal was goin to marry this week
so i had to get there
and since i was holidaying,
theres no reason not to go there
i actually thought of goin there on saturday oni
and sun go work
but when i was there in the presence of ayah and ibu,
i changed my mind
coz i knew it was too long i was dere
so i ask eka to replace me for work on sunday
lucky she took over me
thanks alot eka
i owe u one..wheeee
haha...

k so when i first came there under the block on that sat nite
i came alone..my parents where there already
came late coz i had a bad headache
from last nite work..
so slept like umpteen hours like tat
hahah
i was like suprises..
alot of pple knew me
ayah and ibu far relatives knew me
like "ey ini fizat(tat wats my ayah and ibu call me..so they all call me tat) ey..
da besar sehhh
lame tak nmpk"

there where a few face i recognise but not all
i was like their fav child like tat..
i was so ashamed
coz most pple i didnt knew
so i jus salam them as a mark of respect..
i think tats y i got my ashamed behaviour
lots of pple i dont know, tok to me den i jus reply politely
since young ar i like tat..
hahahha

so till morning i sat there under the block
my parents went home already
i slept there..
listening story from ayah and ibu..
den abg ewan, kak aja..
nvr get to tok to abg rizal most coz he was a bz man
org nak khawin mahh...haha
den lepak lepak wid ayah abg ewan and his frnds till 3 am
when up and sleep
so long since i slept there
hah
miss seh
but unfornately all the cats inside kak aja room
if not will be roaming all around the house
miss dose pussy cats seh
got about 10 like tat
hehhe

well woke up around 1o like tat..
den bath everyting
went down still got pple tat knows me since i young
n i forget and dnt know who dem
like so feel bad sia..
but i just salam dem and smile..
den around 1.30pm
it was de time for abg rizal to go to the pengantin side
ape lagi abg rizal nye mmbrs motor banyak
den abg ewan nye mmbr motor pon same
escort arr
abg ewans group was to lead..
i was the pillion of his bick...
kiwekk
semua prah satu block leh dngar
hahah
like about 30 to 40 motorcycle form diff grps liddat
den make way to bdk north where the girl side is
road cam bapak kite nye
hahahah
satu strech all the motorcycle
hah
coolness
i was in awe
hahah

den reach the girls side
i and abg ewan angak yg bunga nenas tu
and escort abg rizal
haha
sampai sane cam nak ribot
semua tngk harr..
nak masok tu tempak kena bayar org jaga
die gan pisau samurai bedek
hahahah
kekek arrr
hahah
den u all know laa
kena bayar mak andam tuk tngk the bride
ya da yada yada
hahahd
den we all ate...
den bout an hour later went back to the origanal place
lagi skali
aku geng ramai di jalan raya
cam singapore menjerit agak nye
hahah

well it was the usuall
like a normal malay wedding
u ave the karaoke section
the food part
see the bride n groom
and yada yada
hahhahah
well the place was all clean up by 6
and abg rizal had to go back to the girls side
its a malay custom
ibu was in tears
tears of joy i mean..: )

well then went up to ibu house
with all the othe relatives
and all lay around and relax
and telling stories about todays event
all was fine ar
well den the part where all toking bout me
hahha
they where all tokin about when i small
how was i and like tat
and even when they nvr seen me for along time
outside they can recognise me
all they cousin said tat arrr
maluu seyy
hahah
den abg sae..
arr kau tngk
mane kau gi kau tak leh sembunyi
org masih kenal kau
hahahah

den it me realise how special i am in the family
and i feel bad tat i wasnt spending much time wid them animore
seriozly ibu and ayah really took care of me well
they taught me the meaning in life
the bad frm the gd
show me gd examples
ayah selalu brought me to masjid
since young ayah brought me to all places
i ave been ridin his back since i was small
he brought me to his work place
he was a butcher at geylang
bought me lots of toys
they all brought me almost every part of malaysia..hehe
well they are all very special to me
and abg ewan influence me in reggae music..
coz he had lots of bob marley cd
and when i slept there often,
will oways listen to them

and if not for all this factor
i would probably turn in2 a matrep
or someting bad
coz my own family...arr nevrmind..

i felt tat since i didnt visit them for a long time
tat i ave been a naught boy
ive not been treatin pple wid respect..
especially her..haizzz..im so sorry sue..
den heck care attitude..
i tink tis has to end
so i should go there more often already
to be a better man

well i really love them
and i felt bad not visiting them regularly
when i left the house jus now
i can see the saddest of ibu's face
wondering went will i visit her
will i rmmbr her
dont worry ibu
i will
i will make time to repay yr kindness
and visit u all reguraly asap
one love
: )
~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, March 05, 2006

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"some joys are best expressed in silence..
as a smile holds more meaning than laughter.. i
was asked if i njoyed knowing u...
i just smiled.."

this msg got me lost for a while
it was rush hr at work
so i was like arrr..
1st i was suprises tat she still
have the heart to msg me..
tat was touchin
2nd i was confused
"joys = silence"
"smile = laughter"
"i smile"
so i jst rply back,
like i njoyed her presence
someting liddat
it was true ar my intention
but at the same time
i didnt understand tat msg

to much was goin through my mind
i had a bad head ache..
customer ade attitude..
so i didnt had much to think bout tat msg
got a free ride home in shaf's car
he,hidir,nini and shahrul where
heading to aween's shalet @ pasir ris
dey invited me but i said no
too tired arr..

so got home and later
chated wid my cozzie
he had to knock some
sense to me

so now i understand it
and i thank her alot
after all that we've been through
i know we will be cool..
one love


~*kinky up yrself

Saturday, March 04, 2006

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yeahh
exams are over
so are bloddied stains on coffee cups
faces of insomniallidotic disappear
now we are freee
from the chains of education
(for a limited time only)

needed for a shout to relive my stress
of exam jus now..haha
we had to njoy jus now
so salihah, kevin, hasyim, shahrul & me
went for a movie at somerset
hongwei, peter, ashok & naz couldnt make it
cos they had oder plan..hah

well we watch final destination 3
a really gorry and paranoid movie
ull see then u know y
hahah
de part the 2 dumb blondes were
burn alive during indoor tanning..
their roasted boobs were such a turn off
hahahahha...
but overall the movie was greattt banget

after that i went to enrol1 for motor liscence
yeahhhh..hahahah
cant wait to pass it..
wish me all the best me brethens & sistrens..whee
wait till i get my hand on tat vespaaaaa

well for the moment being guess ill jus be working
working and working..hah
and try to get in shape back oso..heh

something fun i did on msn jus now
battle of the "j-lo feat ll cool j-all i have" song on my nick
hahah
wid who else ar my ex buddy..hahah
well the song like really relates to our
relantionship last time..but not as a whole ar..
i mean the song..
only on the nick
not chatting
hahah
funny laa
laugh everytime she change and i change
well still can have fun widout tokin
lol
like talking on the show mute
bah..

well working tmrw
mac cafe here i come
org kuat datang
haha
feeling lak
mentang mentang da bis holiday
ok pple
i better end tis post b4 i write more crap
one loveeee

~*kinky up yrself

Thursday, March 02, 2006

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last night was shity funnn
stress reliefing
mind boggling
stamina contaminating
aahahaha

when night riding
after a hard days of stdying
wheee
frm bdk res to east coast
was wid di,ki,ziq n fiq
neighbourhd homiess..
hah
like mad dog sia cycle...

been a long time night riding
since doing that wid my
sec frnds a long time ago

but it was fun though
we went to east coast park dere
played some guitar tunes
and headed for 7-11 for some snacks
and by 5.30 we wnt out of there
reach home about 6.15
aha
legs like roberto carlos
now gue baru bangun tido sih
mau mandi
gan man belaja
huahuahuahu
~*kinky up yrself

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

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point stone frozen..
legs stuck on the ground
shiver down my spine
uttering nonsensetical words

for all tat practising wat i had practicse
her presence really made me scared
coz i didnt knoe wat was she gonna sae
1 wrong move frm me and im gone dead

there where alot of things i wanted to say
but at the spurr of the moment,
i was shakin all over
very paranoidilyunclam

i wrote it down
it was in my pocket
wanted to tell her the rest
but i was jus embarrase

i hoping for the best on 2 march
its gonna be a memorable day
3 things im waiting to hear and do
wish me luck guys
one love
~*kinky up yrself

Monday, February 27, 2006

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bombardation of bombs of mistakes
i never knew i was a fake
just one chance
and all i did was blew it living in a trance

no imaginery of ideas
if we're coming or going
this was obviously not how I've planed
ive almost unlock the door to her heart
but it seems tat ive change the combination of it
the situation is definetly hard to define
that i cant explain what was i thinking

i know
part of me says let it go
that she dont wan me animore
and that life happens for a reason

i say
i dont wanna let her go
shes so special to be left unattended
just cant bear the feeling animore
i need to be wid her once again

im gonna try anything
to be wid my buddy again
coz whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want my buddy dear back for good
so tat we'll be right and understood

even if i ave to
get down on one knee
holding her hand
begging for mercy
convience her to take me back
and ill say merci

all my people that know whats going on
look at your mate help me sing my song
coz i`m gonna tell it to the whole wide world
& promise to love you the best i can

oh buddy u didnt know how much i went
to get to you and den losing u 
and i knw tat yr confused...
im gonna lively up tat
i knw yr sad
i knw yr scared
mabbe yr hungry
but definitly angry
wheee : )
but dont be
more importantly
i really love you

~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, February 26, 2006

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i began to lose control
i didnt mean to hurt you
im sorry to make you cry
i ddint want to hurt you

i was feelin insecured
tat u might not like me animore
i was shivering inside

IM JUST A JEALOUS GUY
~*kinky up yrself

Friday, February 24, 2006

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yeahhh
found a wrangler jeans i've been lookin
for almost a while now
and not only tat
its only for 5 bucks..
hahahahha
bought it at dave & dane..

when to ct hall after skool wid my coz amir & shadiq..
lepak lepak jalan jalan la
releasing my stress from skool..hehe
well saw some cool casio watch at penin
tempted to touch seh
but luckly the shop was close
hah
tink gonna get tat watch after my next pay
ave 2 casio calculator watch already
obsession nah gan casio..hah

hmm jus hope tmrw wont be a stressful night
as tmrw chingay fest..
mampos mac cafe pack wid people..hha
well know back to my fav frnd
my prjcts
haha
i love emm
one love
~*kinky up yrself

Friday, February 03, 2006

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prjct loves me...
and i 'loves' prjct..
one love
~*kinky up yrself

Friday, January 27, 2006

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today is a shity dae man..
was interrogated by babylon..
damn sia..
was wrongly accused of a crime
no!!
a wrong doin i didnt commit
God knows i didnt do it..

ok the storey goes like tis
was about 5.30 or 6
i was happly and hard workingly
cleaning the lobby
coz syed the big boss was at mac cafe area there
so i clear the table and swept the floor
tiringly without no hesistation no delay..

after tat was all over i went in the cafe to have a sip of water
and when for a smokin break ..
after tat help doing the frappe drinks
den got tis kakak wave to jia min
i tot was jia min frnd
so i told her tat some1 wans 2 see her
but actuali she wanted to report tat her wallet
was missing and wans check wid us if we found any wallet
around the lobby area..but we didnt find any
she id and sheraz even went to find her wallet for her at the lobby..
and they didnt found any
and told her if they found any they would call her or someting

tot tat was over
but at 9.45 liddat
a police officer went to mac cafe
and wans to speak wid us
hidir and me was inside the cafe at tat time
he ask to see the manager
maya was dere to assist him
and by tat time he ask for our ic
i was likw wtf
was tinking tis prob gotta do wid the kakak losing her wallet
and it was true
SHE MADE A POLICE REPORT
SHE THINKS TAT SOME1 FROM THE CAFE TOOK HER WALLET
so i tot he was jus doing a routine check screening like tat ar
and tat time it was time for me 2 punch out
so wid my ic wid the policeman,
i and hidayat went to take our bag at mac donald..

when i & dayat went to the cafe back to see wats else goin on and to get back our ic
intialy the policeman wans to ask me some question
i was like wtf..i have noting to do wid this..
so i followed ar
i tot wanna tok me outside the cafe
but they brought me to the staircase near pepper lunch there
i was tinking this does not look good..
and its true
they interrogate me
they told me did i knoe anything happen
i said yes
a woman lost her wallet
and they ask if i had anything to do wid it
i said no

but they said tat the kakak claim tat i took it
and suspect me to the max
jus because i look suspicious running along the lobby area
and went it out the toilet area..the toilet is inside lido btw..
duh!!!
big boss was dere
tats y i was doin all tat stuff
i wanted to clean the area
i was seriozly pissed off after hearing tat

i said i didnt took it and have nothing to do wid it
the police said tat they would bring me to a lie's detector test at the station one day
and if the reslt state tat i was lying
it means tat i took it and my sentence was gonna be heavier
i was like fuck sia.. i had nothing to do wid it
but i know they where doin a reverse phsycology on me
tak dapat ar
they then body search me
and they had nothing on me
they said they would contact me on another day and let me off
i respect them ar coz they the 1s who keeps spore safe

but i had no respect for tat bitch..am i right to sae tat
ok i meaan no respect for tat bitch..i mean kakak
she was the one who carelessly lost her wallet by leavin it there when she took off
and she jus finger point me jus because i was being a hardworker at tat time
wtf
dont blame others for yr mistake seh
dont u know tat pple come and go from the cafe
other customer may saw yr carelessness and go for the kill
by taking yr wallet...
so judge not before u judge yrself
haizz..why must this sort of things happens

as i was at the cafe after the interrogation eating the chunky chicken sandwich
i look up and saw the two policeman talkin wid tat bitch..i mean sister..
i cant belive it
she still tinks tat mac cafe pple had something to do wid her missing wallet..
damn sia..
she mus have been dere since 6..
wat an asshole man
i was seriozly pissed off
but wtf ar
i knoe i didnt have anything 2 do wid it
so dont care ar
lets see wats gonna happen later
k la i wanna sleep
one love
~*kinky up yrself

Monday, January 16, 2006

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these few days been tiring but fun..
hahahaha
work for 12hrs on thursday from 2pm to 2 am..
den fri off..

met aini at starbuck suntec..
was jus chilling,talkin and all tat stuff..
den headed to esplanade to see the nice view of spore.
huahuahua..
we then go eating at pastamania..
sedap jugak ar tu tempat

we den headed home by train..
and took the bus home when we're in Eunos..
and in the bus, aini gave me a very2 late present
hahahahahah
but it was touching though..
the presnt was a cap from China war days
u know the one with a star in the middle..
and the interesting gift was a Calvin Klein trunks
i wanna laugh looking at it...hahahah
but whateva la..it looks gd..thank u aini..hehe

was a dumb head next day
was suppose to work on 3pm but i punch in at 2pm
work one hour early..hahah
kena padan muke by ram..siak..haha
but ok la..asal kan dapat tngk ehem..hhahahahaa
work was ok but i still gotta pratice on the expresson machine..

so tats all for this morning..
im getting ready for work..
one loveee
~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, January 15, 2006

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nvr seen u in 3 yrs
and uve nvr seen me too
u dont knw me
and u start bombarding me
with accusation & false remarks
that u dont even knw thats true

confront my so called frnd
when i knew him just like that
a person whose jus in2 music
and because of a unique profile
yr frnd bombard him with false accusation too
lucky he was cool wid it
and u told her
and knw she bombard me with even
greater false accusation which pissed me off

i knw we dont get along with each other well
even when u where here
and definetly yr not helping it...
thinking u can help me by telling bout me
to her..
which she dont knw..
u made a wrong move
now its worse

i was planning to quit
(which obviously u dont knw..
cause u dont knw me..)
and u told her i was doin it..
she pissed me off..
and now that ive been pissed...
i dont know
its not my ego
but i feel that if quit not under my will
but under anger and frustation form others
so should i go on or not
only God knws

yeah u thought tat he was a delinquent
under wrong company
but actually,
hes not
he knows whats right and wrong
hes a great guy
i and him get together well
like kuku and jari..
its just tat u dont know him
and definetly u dont know us..
if u compare us with kids these days
we are better..
coz we knw how to take care of ourslf
and we knw wats right and wrong

its jus tat like u said b4
no1 have been dere for any1 b4
its true la
tats y we have no bonding
so tats y they dont knw bout us
and u 2
its not our fault
now im being protray as the bad guy
wtf..

ive heard some of both of yr convo jus now
pple sae we are gd kids
cause we are
den she tink im jus putting a mask
but tats wrong cause im not
tats me
and its the same with him
right now its not us u ave to worry about
its those other two tat u ave to worry

dont knw wats gonna happen next
but time will tell..
btw tanks for caring bout my welfare..NOT!!

ps to those who read this and dont understand
its ok, cause yr not suppose to understand it..
its for a certain some1 whom i call SISTER...one love
~*kinky up yrself

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

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rememberance of the long hair

damn it...miss my long hair..
huahuahua
miss dose curly wurly locks
don't tink ill grow them
again in the future..
with work,school and all..
bah!!
c how la..
well tis pic was taken in swensen bugis
on june last year..
was wid afiq and aisyah tat time
after watching a gig at P.O.W..
but konek ar the gig
kena halau by the owner coz
he saes hes running a business
not a free gig like subc.
wtf..haha

well tat was the flashback of last year
like they sae,a pic represent
a thousand words..
huahuahuahuahu
one love...
~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, January 08, 2006

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haizz
yawn...
still back from the hills..
ready 2 fight for my awakness..
born slippy still in my JAVA class..

yesterday was working..
and found out i got my pay
wohooo!!
learn to do expresso
kekek sak...
customer see my do oso no confident
tat deir coffee would be plesant to sip
hauhauhuaauhauhau

kesian ID first datang keje kena hujan lebat in the middle of the road..
den buat skim milk meletop..
nasib baik die putih..
susu pon tak nampak
hhuahua
kiddin je ar id..

the older peeps when to celebrate
brian, ex-mac cafe crew goin to NS
at double O.
they invited me but
being the person tat doesnt go clubbing
i didnt go laa..

damn la my hair kena sound again
this time by the macdonald manager
da cam secondary school
lol

hmm k la tats all for the morning
gonna go for a break
one love
dread out!!
~*kinky up yrself

Friday, January 06, 2006

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i was thinkin of the past
and my heart was beating fast
i began to lose control
thinkin of yesteryears..

i shud had gone wid the flow
but being the jack ass i am
i had to blew it
& supergirl flew away
paranoids androids
inexperiences shows

i enjoyed her company
but it was not in harmony
im just a past memories to her
vice versa..
well she might sae im a dreamer
ill hope some day she be back
and our world would be as one....
~*kinky up yrself

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

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end of a fast 2005
lots of memorable things happen
half yr wasted wid noting 2 do except to work
hahah
den june enter poly
its like time pass so fast
the sooner u know,
yr already grown a year
hahah

well im not gonna be partying or wat on New Year
but ill be working..
11pm to 7.30 the next morning..
celebrate at work la tu..hah

im now at down east btw
wid my cozie whose wrkin at the air brush tatoo station
afte tat gonna head for work

well i dont tink i ave a new year resolution
like if i sae oso den dont do
wats de point rite
but i just wish the world would b a safer place to stay
no war plz
well tats all
hope u all gonna enjoy the new yr
till den
one loveeee
~*kinky up yrself

Saturday, December 31, 2005

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dope..
workin at mac cafe man
for 8days already
job was fun and cool
wid all the staff friendly
atmosphere was great la
but ade leceh sikit ar jaga lobby area..hah

long time not bloggin
bz mah and lazy..
huahauuha

well now having one week break from ANDWHYPHEE
huahuahua..
next got common test..
good luck 2 me..
think it would be do-able ar..
insyak Allah..

k la time for my sleep
till den
dread out
one love

~*kinky up yrself

Friday, December 30, 2005

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lots of sms flooded wishing me happy birthday..
and so too the testi..
hahahahhahhaa...
really touchin seh...
well who am i rite btw...
feeling feeling pulak aku ni..

kena sebat baru tahu

huahuahua...
really njoyed my bdae
even though i celebrated it wid my family..
most of my frnd went to zouk out.
God knows what they were doin dere..
hehe..

finally im 18...
hahah...
really glad & blessed what i ave and have acheive..
well till we meet again
c ya..
one loveeeeee

~*kinky up yrself

Monday, December 12, 2005

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well its been a long & winding road to 18
all those comments that i look 20
& even look like a father wid 2 kids..wtf
hahah..mus be the goatee & long hair..
had my ups & downs
all part of parcel of life
alot of tings i wnt through
tat i was proud of and not.

taking back what i did last yr on my bdae,
not as wat a bday boy would expect
haha
was working den at OCBC bank
as a data entery clerk..
one hell of a job and a load full of pay
huahuahuahua..
my coz, kak tipah, bought me a cake.
tat was my oni prsent..
& khadijah bought for me a chocker.
u knw, de one u wore on yer neck.
hahha
and she made me a bdae card made of
red yellow green.
so touching..haha

and i still rmmbr vividly wat i did 2 yrs ago
on my bdae..
was working at OHP at SICC1 while waiting
for N lvl reslt.
was working afternoon shift tat time
i was workin at de inbound area dere.
found a bdae cake,wid de box still dere and was fresh.
guess no one ate it at the flight
so called a few of my frnds & guess wat,
used the scraper to cut the cake..
hahahah..shit la..
nadya & huda bought me a wolverine action figure
coz they knw i like toys.
and haziq, my yg bro bought me a pair of shoes
from underground..touchin sehs.

great memories from the pass i guess.
well my bdae in 2 days time.
i made a list of promises for my self
some of them are to be a more responsible person
to make my family proud & happy about my achievment if life.
and another one is to cut down my smoking intake..hahaha.
or maybe quit..i know pple would sae tat da 18 nak quit rokok,
or kau biar betul..well guess i ave to prove them wrong aite.
all from help frm almighty God.
I oso wanna jaga my 5 times a day and fullfill dem like a true Muslim.

well guess i end here den.
we'll see in 2 days time wat happens..
one love.
~*kinky up yrself

Thursday, December 08, 2005

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I'm sick and tired of hearing things
From uptight, short-sighted, narrow-minded hypocritics
All I want is the truth
Just gimme some truth
I've had enough of reading things
By neurotic, psychotic, pig-headed polytrickster

All I want is the truth
Just gimme some truthNo short-haired, yellow-bellied, son of tricky dicky
Is gonna mother hubbard soft soap me
With just a pocketful of hope
Money for dope
Money for rope

All I want is the truth
Just gimme some truth



john lennon-gimme some truth
~*kinky up yrself

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

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prjct mas tembam

another artwork of iz'art' & c'raff'^tm
haha..tis time for mas tembam..tats wat she wanted me to call her..
seriozly..its about the same as the one i did for yana..
but different in a way la..watever tat means..lols

btw when to khalid's open house..kenyang gile seh makan..hah
& for the 1st time in many yrs selebu was early playing street soccer..
hahah..tats for all..
till den me brethens & sistrens..
one loveeee
~*kinky up yrself

Monday, November 28, 2005

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completed an artwork for yana
see fer yer self
nice or not huh?!
been quite a long time since i did
any of this..
gonna do one for mas pretty soon..haha


prjct 'supa'gurl

when to jam with Stillriver just now
wow.i was so nervous man playing the keys.
played like shit.
i still have a lot more to learn.
Shah was great giving me lots of encouragement.
thanks me brethen.
hope 2 pay his faith by playing good on the keys.
but the ting is i dont have a keyboard.
my old key was in terrible condition.
anyone can loan me their keys in workable condition?!
pretty pls.in desperate need of one.
one love.
~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, November 27, 2005

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amigo 1


amigo 2



amigo 3



Which of this three amigos is the real me..hah
well ave 2 sae tat ive cut my dreads..awww
but i did it so not to piss my mom.
well cut it a week ago, a day b4 raya.
not been updatin my blog
no time dude..

well when out hari raya with friends
last saturday..
pple present where
AFIQ AISYAH SHAARI SHAZ SAMIR
KHAIRUL MUHAIMIN & ME.
well we had fun
visit here to view the pics courtesy of AFIQ & AISYAH


SAMIR AFIQ AISYAH ME & SHAG @ MDM SITI'S
~*kinky up yrself

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

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cause theres nothing else to do.
check out more stupid weird kinky poses here


for all muslims, jus wanna say Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!!
one loveeeeeeee..wheeeee..
dread outs.
~*kinky up yrself

Thursday, November 03, 2005

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yeah
last nite was the gathering of team selebu & friends
an all guys affair
where girlfrnd are being put aside for de guys 2 ave a decent feast
w/o being nagged..hah.kiddin
line up from golie to defence to midfield 2 attack
hahaa

aus,adil,azmil,bal,didi,fadhly,farhan,heiqal,iqbal,khalid,ramadan,samir,sha'ari,shaz,suhairi and me..

mau rabak nye ramai..
well we eat at kampung chai chee at tampines telepark there..
some reach there earlier and when i reach there with some other, it was already buke
so pple where eating and we jus wanted to oder our food
pity the mak cik wid gunung selendang..hah..asking order from us is like teaching a baby 2 talk...kecohable siak..

well a few burps here and there and we where done
intially we didnt know wat was the cost of each oder food
so each of us jus quess de price of our own food
& turns out we had extra 9bucks more after paying..
so ape lagi
dey all matau ar faggies..
i had my own..
well we den lepak at 7-11
tok bout the old daes in damai
bringing back good memories
by 10 we all when our seperate wae home..
pics



the guys.
~*kinky up yrself

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

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dammmm
dream again bout some1
it was lady D.
hmm is God sending a msg 2 me
wonder wonder..
well meet her at a department store
she was walkin 2 some where
and i chase her
caught up wid her den i saed 2 her
sorry 2 wat happen and forgive me
something like that
den huggin her
she was like cryin like that
and once again i woke up
and wonderin n ponderin wad has happen
haha

song of the day: friday im in love-the cure
~*kinky up yrself

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

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played soccer wid de usual guys of selebu
and none of us like the show soldadu
hah
fad & didi having their malay paper tmrw
gd luck guys
kinda racist that the street soccer court
closed at 9.50pm
when the basketball court closed at 1am
headed to 7-11 to quench our thirst.
farkin funny coz aus fell a meter down
while tryin 2 catch an incoming ball.
shag was being dissed all the time usually.hee
and samir saw no rain.hah.
afiq was bein exaggerating wid the joke of the day.
and adil's joke was still being repeated by us to his dismay
ikan ape ade kunci?
his answer:donkey(laughing out loud)
hope we guys will b like this for a long time.all laughinhg and njoying.//one love


joke of the day:batu belah batu bertangkok, kau blah lebih baik aku tengok.crpas.


those where the days.
~*kinky up yrself

Sunday, October 30, 2005

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Damn i had 2 strange dreams in 2 consectutive days.
wondering whats de meaning

mon:
i dreamt about lady F. i was meeting up wid her when suddenly
we kissed and it ended up at my room.
dont know how ar.
it was like so real.
was a bout to make love when we both changed our mind.
woke up and was like wat the fuck

tues:
dreamt bout lady N. was walking around with her when
she suddenly kissed my cheeks
farking strange and when i woke up
i was like what the fuck is the meaning of those dreams.
but it was cool though..lol

wed:
luckly didnt have those type of dreams..hah
~*kinky up yrself

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

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the usual gang of idiots meets again.
when to break fast at tam-pines.
But thing didnt go as plan as we de guys where still
queuing for food at kfc when it was time to break fast.
But it was ok. Then proceed to ntuc income building
where we sat and eat like kings & queens.. haha..
End up slackin at tam-pines hockey court afte that.
played de bang bang game not gang bang my dear..
samir got aqquanited wid the small kids playin soccer..
and when julie came we packed up &
when to starbucks to chill.
pics

quote of the day: small kid to samir,"abg, abg ni skinhead eh?
Beh abg rambot botak gan seluar jeans je..jgn bedek ar..
Beh yg kat baju abg tu motorhead.abg nye geng eh?"



usual gangs of idiots
~*kinky up yrself

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

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HEY PEEPS
THANKS TO YENNY
MY BLOG SKIN IS COOL IN A WAMMY
WELL THANKS SHORTY
REALLY APPRICIATE IT
THE 'GAME' WE HAD
HAH
IT'S A SECRET
FREE LIKE WE WANT TO BE
LOL




swit yenny & me
~*kinky up yrself

Monday, October 10, 2005

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HEY THIS IS MY FREAKIN 1ST POST
HAD THIS BLOG 2YRS AGO
BUT HAD NO HELP IN MAKIN IT
TANKS TO FIQOS
MORE HELP NEEDED HERE MATE!!
THINK TIS IS GOOD ENOUGH
AS THEY SAE THE 1ST POST
IS OWAYS DE BEST
HAH
ONE LOVE
~*kinky up yrself

Saturday, September 24, 2005

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LINKAGE FOR VIEWAGE
// friendster // personal web // myfotopages // deviantart // achik // afiq // aini // anqi // ayie // ayumi // azmi // bobby // dyla // hilwa // fara // id // iza // karrolin // mastura // mira // naddy // nazrin // nisa // nurul // ryhana // salihah // siti hajar // stillriver // su // syafiq // sze kee // wafa // yana // yenny // zee

zatasy n derived frm Muhd Iz'zat Asy'raff
zat + asy = zatasy
(e.g. Zatasy,19 this year; is not in fantasy, he's in NYP)

Iz'art' & C'raff'^tm
well this section is about my art projects.
i have definetly appreciate the use of photoshop over the years.
so ill present u all iz'art' & c'raff'
for more art prjcts, head for my deviantart..one love

prjct ayu prjct bal prjct wirna prjct faces of irony prjct izart craff prjct jatmarley prjct sheesha
prjct 'supa'gurl  prjct mas tembam prjct buddylove prjct fatman scoop & gang

prjct rockers
prjct 1900-confession
prjct amirisafroghost
prjct ok computer
prjct Mr.Rockett
prjct suppermasive clones